I cannot not talk about this any longer! I dont know about you but when I am alone and by myself, I feel creative, understanding, intelegent and not at all in any ways ignorant or stupid. This is just a perspective I gain in solitude like when I go for a walk; I have a clear head. But recently after spending time with a certain individual I have lost this feeling and now even in solitude I feel stupid. She had taken away this feeling leaving me to feel stupid all the time. I severly dislike this person but will not admit it. Still I am forced to spend time with her and let her take advantage of me even though I am smart enough to see that the only reason she still talks to me it to be close to another and for both of the having a place for to stay for a night. My place.